- Produced By- Josh Crocker & Manuel Lara
- Written By – Kali Uchis, Josh Crocker & Manuel Lara
[Intro]
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I like it when they see how happy I am without them
[Verse 1]
Me, the devil in your story
The one who knew that to fly I would have to find my own wings
Me, I kept that pain hidden in my soul (Calmly)
The one that took your mistreatment like it was nothing (Always like it was nothing)
And I allowed your actions, they hurt me like bullets (Like bullets)
The one who cried herself to sleep and woke up to continue the nightmare
[Refrain]
Well it is what it is, that’s not me anymore (Ah)
If that makes me evil, thеn the devil is what I am
You will nevеr be able to cut my wings (Uh)
And that’s what kills you (Ah)
Well it is what it is, that’s not me anymore (Ah)
I’m finally happy, my days are no longer gray
I finally realized I deserve so much more (Uh)
And that kills you (It kills you)
[Verse 2]
You must accept that I’m now just a memory
If you’re looking for someone to blame, then look in the mirror
You never knew me, remember it wasn’t worth it (You never knew me and even less now)
It’s time to understand, you have nothing to do with me
And there’s nothing left to talk about, I have already tried
It’s best we leave the past right where it is
I don’t live in the past (This part is good for dancing close to one another)
[Bridge]
I’m with someone who makes me happy
They love me the way I am, they make me laugh
So just let me be
I will never give you what you want from me (Uh-uh)
La-la-la, la-la-la
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la
[Refrain]
Well it is what it is, that’s not me anymore (That’s not me anymore)
If that makes me evil, then the devil’s what I am (I am the devil)
You will never be able to cut my wings (My wings)
And that’s what kills you (It kills you, it kills you, it kills you)
Well it is what it is, that’s not me anymore (Uh)
I’m finally happy, my days are no longer gray (Uh)
I finally realized I deserve so much more (Uh)
And that kills you (It kills you)